HI,,, my names ben!!!!!! and im excited to meet you none montreal"S im a persional hacker and i randomly hacked katies live journal!!! Fuck yea!!! blink 182 rocks my socks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY enamors!!!!
I hope you have/had an amazing birthday, Cate!

Okay so this headline: Vanessa Hudgens Shops For Home in Montreal is kind of getting me to freak out. Apprently in Old Montreal, too. I'm going back to the old homeland next week and we always end up going to Old Montreal when we're there, especially in the summer. I realize there's certain people on the flist who live in LA and therefore, having celebrities in your city isn't all that exciting, but celebrities are nonexistant here (save for ASHLEY FUCKING GREENE WHO WAS HERE LAST SUMMER.) so this is exciting. Especially since it's Vanessa and Alex Pettyfer, omg. And, no, I will not stalk them. But if I just HAPPEN to run in to them THEN GREAT! rofl.

Julie and I went on a hike this morning. We left at 7am and just got home. We were walking almost the entire time. It wouldn't have been that much walking had I not listened to Julie saying "no we'll just walk, it's not that far!" 2 and a half hours later, we finally get to the park. I will never listen to her again.

I just got home from my exam and my mom picked me up to tell me that my dog died this morning.

RIP Riley. I love you and miss you, already, buddy.

I stole this from enamors

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Say anything you've ever wanted to say to me or just in general.

I really hate to do this buuuuuut:



Clary Fray? I think so. I adore Alexz Johnson, but I just don't see her as Clary. Plus, I'd rather she focus on her music because IT'S AMAZING. ETA: I just realized she would make a really good Gemma Doyle, too. TWO CHARACTERS IN ONE.

WHY WHY WHY DID I SAY I WOULD WRITE A SCRIPT? My 43 page script is due on Monday and I have done squat. I don't even know what I'm doing. I have a slight idea for The Office but I'm not funny, I can't do it. I want to e-mail him and tell him I'll just do the exam. But then I have to do an exam. FUCK MY LIFE.

Thoughts on City of Glass coming soon.

OMG THIS IS GETTING INTENSE. AND SETH COHEN LOSING OVER BLAIR WALDORF IS JUST NOT ACCEPTABLE. LOOK WHAT SETH COHEN DID FOR US; HE MADE NERDY, EMO-LISTENING, BUILT-LIKE-A-BEANPOLE COOL. WHAT HAS BLAIR WALDORF DONE? BROUGHT UGLY-ASS HEADBANDS BACK. WHOOP DEE FREAKING DOO. (i like blair, but seth came first and is better).

ALSO: PLEASE VOTE FOR LORELAI GILMORE. I WILL BE PIMPING HER MUCHLY, AS WELL.

I went against my 6-year old self and voted Dean Winchester over Angel. I WANT TO TAKE IT BACK. I love Dean, sfm, but Angel was my first-ever fictional crush. LET THIS BE A LESSON TO ME: THINK ABOUT THE VOTES VERY CAREFULLY BEFORE ACTUALLY SENDING IT IN.

( 100 Movies in 2008 )


( 25 Books in 2008 )



I'm completely open to suggestions. I usually read/watch what someone tells me to.

LOL

The Twilight fandom CRACKS ME UP. Especially the Jacob fans. OH. MAN. THEY THINK THEY SHOULD HAVE A SAY HAHAHAHA. PRECIOUS.

~There's more of us than you think~ THEY SOUND LIKE A CULT.

Ah. Well that was fun.

I'm using this icon too much. My girlcrush on Ashley Greene is getting to be a bit much. Eh.

And where is Wide Awake? I thought there was supposed to be an update tonight? I was all excited to get home from work thinking there would be an update. This saddens me.

Ugh. I just got home from a less than perfect day. The day started out okay when I went to work at 7am and just went downhill from there. After work, at 12, I got on the bus to go home for a bit before my class at 4. Took a shower, had lunch, dried my hair, got dressed, did makeup, rushed out the door to catch the bus I was already late for, missed said bus, waited 20 minutes for the next one, got to the mall to wait for the other bus, got to school 10 minutes before class which was on the other side of campus, RAN to class, got to class huffing and puffing only to see that the lights were off and there was a note on the door saying: POLITICAL STUDIES IS CANCELLED. So basically, I wasted 3 hours getting to and from school FOR NO REASON AT ALL. GRRR. I figured out the other day that it takes me the entire Wicked soundtrack to get home. Sometimes longer. Fun fact.

I've been really absent from LJ/the internet world for the past few weeks and I don't think that is going to change in the near future. When I'm not working or at school, I'm sleeping, doing homework or catching up on tv shows. And I've decided that I need to contribute more to IFH.net because I've been seriously lacking so any free time other than listed above will go into that.

PS I'm kind of pretty much obsessed with Supernatural now. I bought the first season and I just finished it yesterday. WINCHESTER BOYS. OMG. Dean, I love you.

ETA: And now my mom is yelling at me to clean the kitchen. Goodbye little free time I had. You were good to me.

This class is like a computer class for those who have never used a computer before. OH HEY, NOW WE'RE LEARNING HOW TO USE E-MAIL. No joke.

Because I need to freak out:



WAY TO KILL ME, INSTYLE.

I watched an entire hour of the VMAs and I am extremely embarassed by this fact. THAT WAS A DISASTER. It was just one mistake after another. I was embarassed for everyone there.


OH, HAI THAR OREGANO.

GOSSIP GIRL/PRISON BREAK TONIGHT.

Prof is still teaching about e-mail. That's half an hour 45 minutes now.

ETA: I'm currently sitting next to a guy who sounds EXACTLY like Matt Saracen. I seriously turned around and was all like "MATT SARACEN IS THAT YOU?"

		I will marry Taylor Kitsch.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in New York City in our fabulous House.
		We will have 5 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Grey Kia.
		I will spend my days as a Director, and live happily ever after.

Apparently, my new nickname at school is Twilight Girl. A little uncreative, but sure, it works I guess.

I had a tiny bit of a SQUEE fest in french this morning with palpable and then my teacher came over and started talking to me about my favorite part (DWANGELA! HOLLY THINKING KEVIN IS RETARDED! JIM HALPERT!!!). That episode? UM FREAKING AWESOME! Besides the obvious, you know, Andy STEALING JIM'S WOULD-HAVE-BEEN PERFECT MOMENT. GRRR ANDY, NEVER HAVE I HATED YOU SO MUCH. But other than that the episode pretty much made me pee my pants I was laughing so hard. AND AMY RYAN! LOVE HER!

Also? This week, two awesome sets of photos have come out and I owe captaincatapult for having seen them because without her, I would not have. SO THANK YOU ANNA! And I've been meaning to say: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! for the past week and I hate myself for leaving it so late.


THEY'RE BAAAAACK!

BEST. THING. EVER.

Real update coming soon...

I'm extremely bored right now so I stole this meme from lavitaestbella. Fun stuff.

1. Pick 15 of your favourite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Fill in the film title once it's guessed.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions.

11/15 identified

1. "I don't care if she was abducted by leprechauns and whacked over the head with their shillelagh sticks!"

2. "My daughter's a tramp! My daughter's a tramp! You're 15 years old, how could you do this to me? Why don't you just take my gun. Take my gun and shoot me in the head with it tramp! I wish that you were never born! How was that?"

3. (Three Men and a Little Lady, guessed by unlessipretend "Today, we join in holy matrimony Ed and Sylvia... I knew a Slyvia once... no... she's dead..."

4. (Cinderella, guessed by afrocurl) "A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep."

5. (Sweet Home Alabama, guessed by hide_r) "The only reason I ain't signing is cause you've turned into some hoity-toity Yankee bitch, and I'd like nothing better right now than to piss you off."

6. (How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, guessed by requitedhope) "Our love fern! You let it die!"

7. "It should take you exactly four seconds to cross from here to that door. I'll give you two."

8. "Now it isn't that I don't like you, Susan, because, after all, in moments of quiet, I'm strangely drawn toward you, but - well, there haven't been any quiet moments."

9. (Lost and Delirious, guessed by onemagnet) "Hey boys, didn't you see the sign? "No dickheads allowed.""

10. (Mean Girls, guessed by afrocurl) "Your face smells like peppermint!"

11. (Clueless, guessed by afrocurl) "I was surfing the crimson wave. I had to haul ass to the ladies'."

12. (Walk the Line, guessed by breakingsilence) "God gave us a great big apple, see, and He said don't touch it. He didn't say touch it once in a while; He didn't say take a nibble when you're hungry; He said don't touch it! Don't think about touchin'it, don't sing about touchin' it, don't *think* about singin' about touchin' it!"

13. (Reefer Madness: The Movie Musical, guessed by onemagnet) "What a night. I was in more laps than a napkin."

14. (Across the Universe, guessed by blahblahologist) "Learn French or die."

15. (Atonement, guessed by blahblahologist) "...if all we have rests in a few moments in a library three and a half years ago, then I don't know... I don't..."

Some of these are ridiculously easy.

Yesterday I finished The Time Traveler's Wife after captaincatapult mentioned it in a post. HOLY CRAP that was a fantastic book. The way those two loved each other is so real and deep. There was just one tiny part I found unnecessary at the end but that part is easy to ignore. But I really hate when it's not written that Henry has black hair until 150 pages into the book; I was picturing him with BLONDE HAIR. Then I had to force myself to imagine black hair but I couldn't because I already had this image in my head. This happened in Twilight too. For the longest time I pictured Alice with long reddish/orange hair and Rosalie with dark brown hair. How weird is that?

What to read next? I'm REALLY feeling like reading The Lovely Bones. Unless someone has any other suggestions? I have about 20 books in my room that I want/need to read but as always, I want to read what I don't have. I was going to read Atonement next but I'm not sure I'm in the mood for it.

PS How awesome is the name Alba? SO COOL!

RIP Heath Ledger. I really can't believe it.

I need to rant about my brother and how much I really really hate him.

He went out about 2 hours ago. I came downstairs and the TV was on (as always) and his Xbox was still on too (again, it ALWAYS is) and have you ever heard one of those things? they're freaking loud! So I figured he'd be out for a while maybe not even back at all tonight so I turn it off. He came back with his friend about 10 minutes ago and starts yelling at me because I dare turn off his Xbox and save energy. My brother is extremely scary at times. He's has threatened me many times, once that he would bash my head against the cement wall because I wouldn't get off the computer and he wanted on. The other night, he got this thing for the car radio for his new iPod and since he's the driver, it doesn't matter that I have an iPod, I'm not allowed to use it. Ever.

Then, the other day, his friend was on my computer (it's the family's really but my brother has his laptop and my mom uses the computer once a month for an hour so I call it mine) and my brother was playing video games. Um couldn't his friend just go home AND DOWNLOAD HIS MUSIC ONTO HIS OWN COMPUTER?! Ugh. He's done it before too and I deleted it all and my brother yelled at me again saying it's not just my computer. FYI, he has his OWN laptop and his OWN Limewire. This, I do not get.

More and more lately he's gotten this sense of entitlement. I mean, he's grown up without any friends and now he has lots of friends that actually like having him around, but other than that, I have no idea where it's coming from.

I just want him to move out. He thinks he owns the house and then turns around and says I'm the selfish one.

And now with them down here whooping and hollering I can't get any homework done. I was counting on not having anyone here. And to top it all off, my brother's friend works at a TV and stereo place and he's brought over these massive speakers and I can here the video game sound vibrating the floor. Greeeeat. I have my music on pretty loud and it's Tegan and Sara to boot (he hates Tegan and Sara) I'm really tempted to turn it up louder but I'm actually scared of him.

Man, the f-list went CARAZZY the last two days. I haven't been on since yesterday. WOAH!

Anyways, no real entry tonight because I'm too tired and I need to take my mind off school tomorrow because nothing is doing the trick except thinking about going to MICHIGAN next week! I'm extremely excited. I just took work off for the weekend today. My boss is going to be mad because I didn't do it earlier and I had to do it in a note but I don't care, she can fire me because nothing is going to stop me from going to see onemagnet.

This little meme has been circling around and it looked fun. I love seeing what kind of tunes the f-list listens to. But, whenever I do these things, the embarassing music ALWAYS comes up. UGH.

Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. (You can skip songs that are instrumental.)
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
No Googling! That's what they call cheating, fool.

1. This is the only lonely picture waiting on my floor
2. We belong together and you know that I’m right
3. Mary Jane oh Mary Jane. You crumpled me like cellophane
4. War is not the answer (babyjamesismine)
5. Don't hang your head low 'cause I can't see your face
6. Just a small town girl, livin in a lonely world (babyjamesismine)
7. Turn it inside out so I can see the part of you that's drifting over me (blahblahologist)
8. Two to one static to the sound of you and I undone for the last time
9. I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son (lj user="babyjamesismine">)
10. It's in the water baby (asouthernthing)
11. I was alone, falling free
12. One night to be confused (captaincatapult)
13. The sky glows, I see it shining when my eyes close
14. There is a wall that runs right through me (blahblahologist)
15. I got a girl that lives at the mall
16. I hear the bells down in the canyon (lj user="afrocurl ">)
17. In two more years, my sweetheart, we will see another view
18. I'd rather chase your shadow all my life than be afraid of my own
19. Watching terrible tv it kills all thought (captaincatapult)
20. This is morning (babyjamesismine)
21. Every day was glowing like a prefect day in summer
22. Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man (tommygirl887San Francisco Bay, past pier thirty nine</i>
24. You'll find it hiding in shadows (tommygirl887)
25. Gone. She's gone (captaincatapult)

The following is a rant that I felt was very necessary:

Sometimes I wish I was the only one who has ever read the Twilight series. This whole war thing over the fangirls (who I’ve actually never encountered) and the people who think they are totally above the Twilight fangirls and make fun of them is really getting tiring. I rarely talk about Twilight (here, in real life I do) because of this. I’m not a fangirl by any means. I love the books and that’s it. But the thing that has been bugging me the most about this whole fandom is the Bella hate. I don’t know exactly when it happened but I’m pretty sure it was after Eclipse but it doesn’t really matter because I honestly cannot find any evidence that Bella is “lame” or “needs to die” I don’t see it. But what do I think the problem is? Girls. Girls are the worst (and let’s face it, most of every fandom is made up of girls. The term is fangirls for a reason) they sit there and judge girls for the most far fetched reasons and the guys come out smelling like roses no matter what they do. Edward has made mistakes, he’s done wrong, sure, he left Bella for her, to protect her blah blah blah, but he’s perfect right? He’s Edward Cullen. No. I don’t care if he’s Edward freaking Cullen. I can’t stand that people let him off the hook and then give Bella crap for not being considerate for Edward’s feelings (again, I can’t find any evidence of this in the books.) She’s a teenaged girl who has to deal with freaking mystical creatures and she has to make impossible decisions, I would be difficult in that situation too; but of course, everyone else would just be perfect. Mhmm. Again, I’m not entirely sure why people hate Bella; I’m sure people have different reasoning.
But really, this girl problem really came to me this season with Julie Taylor from FNL. She’s constantly being painted as this major bitch. I admit, she has been a bitch this season. And I don’t mean for breaking up with Matt. That I fully supported, and I love them together. But people aren’t looking at what’s going on around her; for the first 16 years of her life she has been the center of her parents universe. She was an only child. Technically, she still is even with baby Grace. In my psychology class last year we learned that if a child is the only child for 7 years or more, they are considered an only child no matter what. They always feel like that. And that is what’s happening to Julie although she still has to share her parents with this new sibling. And a newborn at that. I think just for this, her actions and behaviors can be explained. And then there’s Lyla of course. The amount of hate people have for her is undeniable. I’m guessing this hate comes from her sleeping with Tim while Jason was in the hospital. But really? Really? Tim gets some crap but for the most part, girls love him even with what he did with Lyla while his best friend was in the hospital, because he’s hot and hot guys can get away with anything. I’ll admit, I adore Tim Riggins, but if I let Tim off the hook, I do the same for Lyla. I’m not going to make that double standard just because she’s a girl and guys are expected to sleep around but if girls do they are sluts. No. That’s totally unfair.
And then of course, there’s Marissa Cooper. Ryan, quite possibly the worst character on that show, is painted as this amazing guy while Marissa is a whining, annoying piece of crap? I won’t even try and understand this one. This is one that has bothered me for 4 years and I still can’t figure it out.


I’m just so sick of girls judging girls this way. And I’m not just talking fictional characters here. You can’t be too fat; too thin; too whiny; you can’t wear what you want to wear; talk too much; talk too little; or else you’ll get judged and labeled. And the big one: if you stand up for yourself, you’re a bitch. For once in my life, I stood up for myself and I’m a bitch now. And the thing is, I used to be really nice; now, I act like everyone expects me to act. I’ve turned into a complete bitch because of these girls who constantly judge. I work with about 10 girls and one guy. I’m always hoping that guy, Richard, is working because I can ask him anything about what the hell I’m doing and not feel like an idiot. I swear, it’s gotten to the point where I’m nervous around girls. I’m constantly on alert around girls, wondering what kind of judgments their putting on me.

Girls are harsh, and I don’t know how this is ever going to stop.

I have probably missed so much that I've wanted to get out, as always, so I might have to add to this.